"don't ever tell anybody anything. if you do, you start missing everybody."
and this is pretty much the soundtrack to it all... dearest people struggling to stay sane. spilled beers and emotions over best friends' clothes, now they all hate each other. teenage darkness is done and so is us.
"all these horrible realities began to dawn on me."
this summer i was out of my head, nervous and confused, so, to get out of the sheets and not to find my mind and self in mindless actions with freaked out thoughts spilling over, i got started on tons of collages... those were the first few:
but it didn't happen and i couldn't help myself. having nothing to do and nothing at all i got drunk and drunker on this song, so dramatic... finally in love with something matching a nervous breakdown and all its fantastic extras so amanzingly well.
beautiful. insane. summer. nights.
thank God i'm less alive now...
but this is hanging on my wall and i remember everything.